Quit

A kid
struggling
to understand
this complex adult world
like a physics problem
he never understood

He tried
sincerely did
the complex world of physics,
I try
sincerely do
the complex world of relationships

What is that I am missing
What about me can't I change
What don't I understand
Why don't I understand
My mind a blank

Is it a game?
If it is,
I don't know the rules
I lose miserably
and like any bad loser
I wish to quit

~ 24th October 2013