Awake In My Mind

In the silence of the night,
my mind is in chaos
so weak and vulnerable
trapped in the frivolities of life
and its complexities.

You said this, I said this
I felt this, you felt that
I refuse to listen
My word more important
How I feel is more important
I am more important
than YOU!

I feel from the heart
act and react from my mind
It controls me and my night

A night I was looking forward to
Now filled with chaos
as my mind battles my own self
and revels in keeping me awake
in the mundane and the mediocrity
of life and its complexities.

~ October 2012